For as long back as I can remember I had my own “language”. I was a very imaginative child. I’m aware that most people can just start talking gibberish if they really want to. Some find it fun, others think it’s stupid. People in some religions sometimes use it as a way of “wowing” crowds. They say it’s “god” or some other spirit speaking through them. Read more »
When I was a kid I had a recurring dream about being lost in stars. It wasn’t always exactly the same every time, but the theme was the same: I would be spinning around at night until I fell down, facing up. The world would feel like it was still spinning and pulsing from my spin as I laid there, staring up at the night sky. The stars filled the sky in an abundance that I never saw in waking life. There were colors and groups like the Milky Way but also like galaxies and large planets. The stars and planets were moving fast through the sky and I felt like I was getting lost in them. Sometimes I felt like I was rising up to them. Other times I would stand up and reach as high as I could, trying to touch them.
Ever since I can remember I have been fascinated with the idea of psychics – people who could contact “the other side”. What a concept! I remember on sick days from school and summer break watching junk afternoon TV and loving when those talk shows would have psychics on. How amazing it was, what they could just “know” about complete strangers!! And the proof of life after death. I craved that proof ever since I was a very young kid and first learned what death was. I wished that I could be a psychic so I would have that proof too. While I loved watching other psychics, I couldn’t quite believe them 100%. But if I was the one receiving the messages, then I could believe in it, right? Read more »
When I was around 11 or 12 years old I had a bit of a spiritual break through. I don’t remember exactly what happened, but I do remember the result: I met Ra’el. At the time I was having a bit of a break down. I felt very alone (spiritually). I had always felt that I had a “family” separate from my current and that “they” watched over me and protected me. But at this low point, I felt abandoned. I didn’t really understand who “they” were. I thought maybe I was making it all up. But then, he came to me.